mOodY

as usual i went to school earlier.

and today i was so tired.

i dont know why..i just keep on slept off in class.

i shouldn't be so tired..as yesterday..i slept for dont know how many hours..

is like..from 3pm to 9 pm..then 11pm till 6am this morning..

is like..almost the whole day im sleeping.

sleeping is just the best thing to do when you're in a bad mood.

especially when you have things that keep on pop out in your mind.

and those are the things that you cannt accept and you wish that i wont happen.

there are a lots of thing that are non-predictable.

and there are a lots of things that are out of our control.

and i found out that there is a phrase that is very useful..

that is 'NO MOOD'....

someone told me..

no mood..

and all the responsibility..all the memories..and all the happiness..just push it all away..

and that's the most worst reason i've get.

i really dont get it.

what's the no mood about.

and..i really dont understand..is the no mood got so big influence..?

why is he so not in mood..is it my problem..?

maybe i shouldn't think bout this matter anymore..

but..i really just dont understand..why is it so...

anyway..now i really lost interest in any guys..

and....i dont think i'll bother bout that stuff for quite a time..

i need time..i need long time..hopefully i can put down and let go..

you wont be suffer for long..as i promise myself wont contact you anymore..

wishing you a happy life..

no matter what..you still own a place in my heart...

i feel more and more lonely now.

i've lost everyone..

including my best buddy.

all of them are busy with their own stuff.

and we seldom contact.

im more into myself.

my best buddy is my comp now.

no one else.

love you comp..!!!

*mature doesn't help in anything..!*