i dont know how to face you
i really got no idea how i will be when i see you the next time
can i still be like the same
putting up a smiling face

i found out many thing different from what i see and what i heard
i dont know others found out or not
but i just found out
maybe i'm the one thinking too much
i shouldn't take this so serious

you need someone
i know
but cant it be another someone?
why must it be someone that i mind?
i know you have lots of friend
and why must it be the someone?
i'm selfish..but do you think you're not?
maybe you think you aren't
you're just getting what you deserve
and letting go what you don't deserve
and maybe i'm the one getting jealous
i jealous i get everything when i lost everything
i jealous
so what
that's what a normal person should be
i might be a bit over in this case
but you couldn't blame on me
if you put this situation on you
you'll know how it feels
and how it hurts