a smile that melts my heart

haha..
did i update my blog yesterday?
yes..i think i did..
i'll never forget to express out my happiness and my sadness..
later i'll show you some pictures of yesterday..

let's talk about today..
i woke up around 5..and its SUNDAY!
we went for international run in stadium perak today
wow..amazing..is full of people in the stadium this morning.
and of coz i saw the one that i expected and longing to see..
hahahahaha...i'm happy that he looked, and talked to me
hahahahaha...
ok..calming down..
erm...and then..basically..
i manage to complete my 5km run!!!!!
i can do it man..
after the run, we went for breakfast..
and..he was there..
i saw..and i saw something else that i hate to see..
but..anyway..he made my day bright today..
just a smile..a simple smile that light up my day!!
thank you so much..
and i promised..no matter how you treat me..
i'll never complain anymore as im just no one to you..
but im sure..i wont treat you bad..
i slept for another 4 hours today
i found that im easily tired these few days..
and once i get the chance to take nap..
it'll be more than 3 hours..
oh no..what's happening to me..!!!


i think that's all for today..
and i wont be forgetting the smile..that melts me..
hahahaha...till then..muacks!

hoho...5 of us..i look weird in anyway...

my dearest ngan..backed from UK..and she's extremely sexy!

haha..we took this in the morning 6 something in the stadium, before the run starts..

i love this pic..it looks fake!

this pic was taken this morning after the run...me and yin...

welcome back!

yeah..
finally they're back.
i love to see all my friends coming back from all over the world..
from UK, from Aus, from...i dont know wherelse..
i just love to see them coming back!!!

NGAN...!!!!!!!!
i miss you for the whole year..!!!
i love you much!!!
happy to see you today..
i just trying so hard to tahan my tears when i hugged you!
i just really miss you so much..!

hmm....FINALLY..
we have the chance to take a wonderful photo with none of our absence..!
i love it..!
i love it..!
although there are 2 not so related ppl..
but they'll soon be related..

ok..i'm down whole day.
sorry to let you all noticed..
i just tired to hide it..
yea..
i'm unhappy..
i never been happy since 4th of december..
i think you all know what date was date..
i never been happy since that day..

one reason is coz..
i'm going to leave soon..
and the soon will be very soon..

another reason..
a secret..
no one knows about that..
i'll keep it between me...and myself..

happy day..but with a down mood..
ends here..

sTraNgeR

分手后不能做朋友
因为彼此伤害过
不能做敌人
因为彼此深爱过
所以只能说是
最熟悉的陌生人

thanks shir for this mms
i love this phrase
thanks for your comfort
i'm feeling better now


yea..i really cannot stand the feeling of hate
it is just so suffering
i've been selfish..been childish..
shouldn't be treating a friend this way..
i know...i've been the stupiest person for somewhile


i wont be hating you anymore
coz i really cant stand to be hating you
the hate still cannot cover the love inside
you wont be feeling that and you wont be seeing that
i wont be putting hope in our future
but i wont be starting any relationship now
i wont be purposely letting go of you
i wont be purposely forgetting you
thank you for being forgiving
thank you that you never put those word in heart
i really doesnt mean it when i say i hate you
i'm sure you know that
you know that better than me
but then....
we still wont be having a future
i mean..a future together


i wish..you'll have a bright future
get to fulfill your dream
and please do keep the album carefully
thank you so much

.heart.

memories...

finally, one paper left..
malaysian studies..
i dont think so there's anyone aiming for high score for this particular subject.
all just aiming for a pass..
cheer guys..you all can do it..
hahaha..seems like im the one in trouble for passing this sub..
anyway..i'll just take it easy..
coz...i really dont like HISTORY!!!


so today's paper-Econ
overall..not bad..
i know how to answer
but my answer can help me to score or not is another matter
have to say sorry to mum that i have a feeling that my results for final wont be good
thanks that you never expect high from me!
hahaha


tomorrow after the last paper,
i'll be going back to ipoh again..
sorry friends that i cannot go for that trip..
seems so potong steam..
SORRY!


Sian,
dont feel leftout
im serious
you're always being cared by other but you didn't notice
you're busy with something but you never been leftout
i miss you
i love you

and i CARE you
im not joking


Yen,
i seems chat less with you nowdays
maybe coz my exam
maybe coz your busy
and maybe coz no topic among us
but anyhow
i still love you
and i miss you
muacks!


Yin,
you find me today?
but you never reply me after that..
is there anything i can help?
i miss you the most.
dont only see chyi
see me more
hahaha...love to tease you..
but i know you know i care you lots as well right??
all the best in everything Yin.
muacks.


Shir,
ok..you..
the least i care
haha..
not that i dont care
is a dont have the chance to care
you used to be missing in action
haha
and i dont care
i want to see you this saturday
I DONT CARE!

hmm..suddenly miss last time so much
5 of us..
not including 2 people more..
means...7 of us..
happy time together
hope to be as innocent as last time
when we can be as crazy as we want
and laugh out as loud as we like
IN PUBLIC

seriously...i miss you all damn much
heard ppl says we'll be going through the same thing in 2500 years time
but in different environment
if it is true,
im looking forward to that...
and i really wish to have those happy moments to stay with me all the time.

I LOVE SIAN
I LOVE YIN
I LOVE SHIR
I LOVE YEN
I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

econs

OMG...
cant believe that i couldn't sleep
it is such a weird night that i couldn't sleep at all
as you know..usually..no matter how..i'll still sleep..
but last night i couldn't sleep at all

all those EOS DOS diminishing return pop out my mind whenever i close my eyes
oh god..it is just so terrible...

i manage to sleep around 4am..
thank god..
but the prob is..i woke at 5am..
what the.....
now 6 something
waiting time pass to go coll
scary econs

anyway..i started to feel sleepy now
hopefully i wont fall asleep in the exam hall later..


till then..wish me luck!!!!!

bMa

today is just so not in mood



my BMA gone




sobx.......



*tomorrow econs..another dying sub...

sIck

i love to be sick when you're with me






i hate to be sick now when i'm always alone




i.miss.G